{"id":461,"date":"2020-05-31T13:56:54","date_gmt":"2020-05-31T13:56:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/johnclawton.org\/blog\/?p=461"},"modified":"2020-06-13T14:04:06","modified_gmt":"2020-06-13T14:04:06","slug":"the-end-of-my-faith-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/johnclawton.org\/blog\/the-end-of-my-faith-2\/","title":{"rendered":"The End of My Faith"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed-youtube wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"The End of My Faith\" width=\"525\" height=\"295\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/sqNQeeUomQw?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Video: I recently came to the end of my faith. After 31 years of working at being the best Christian I could be, I finally gave up. I finally came to a place in my life where I realized that all of my efforts to overcome my flaws and failures were fruitless. I left my religion behind, and surrendered to the fact that I could never be good enough, and the best thing I could do was allow my faith to die.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":464,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[5,6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-461","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-johns-posts","category-videos"],"cc_featured_image_caption":{"caption_text":"","source_text":"","source_url":""},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/johnclawton.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/461","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/johnclawton.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/johnclawton.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/johnclawton.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/johnclawton.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=461"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/johnclawton.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/461\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":465,"href":"http:\/\/johnclawton.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/461\/revisions\/465"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/johnclawton.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/464"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/johnclawton.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=461"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/johnclawton.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=461"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/johnclawton.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=461"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}